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ha ha ha , very funny , make my tagboard feel alive ~ wooooo .
im so damn fucking bored ._.
FYI , please use ur brain more .
please do try and entertain me more next time . xiexie ni .


ask me for the link to view livejournal blog ;O this blog is getting boring .

okays , im super lazy to blog , & i've been slping lyk a pig since after the ss easy test . So i shall make it short .

the new & ghey way of point middle finger .


& my beloved bunneh :D

stop pressing itttttttttt !

& i want a lolita >_>

added on 9 : 01 PM ;

sometimes i wish i could have dug out a hole
& hide in that hole for the rest of my life till i die .
Anyways , the earth's gonna end soon ,
so why bother that much uhhs ? ;O
just live happily even though its bad .
so no point in ranting all about what has happened lahhs .
Like what deon said this morning ,
just ignore everything uhhs .
& since when I actually started to care about so many things ?
It's lyk i've changed , im suppose to heck care everything .
& i still love 白▪チョコレート , as promised , we'll jam during june holidays .
I miss the other two dudes in the band :P even though they don't rock as much as us the females :X
but , we're still four ppl , soon to be five if i can find one LOL !

thanks deon korkor again , for always being there for me . & aren't you glad that your reminder that always tells me to call you when there's anything bothering me works :D i mean im always finding you when i've seriously got stuffs bothering me lahhs . I mean , hey ! we've known each other for more than a decade already uhhs .
you even seen me when i was little climbing up the playground in the most unladylike way wearing a skirt lol :X yeahh , we talked over it on the phone just now didn't we ? & how we got back in contact with each other . i mean , seriously you're a super good friend of mine lorhhs . & it's like the dunno how many times that i find you when i've been crying over my boyf at that moment .
& for this time , i'm still gonna love him with my heart not with my brain . Yeahh , it seriously figures that i really wanted to love him with my heart , even though i'd know that it'd end with me having a broken heart & still continue loving him . & whenever bad stuffs happens , or something , i'd still think about my first boyf , though he did something that i can't forgive him about . But hey , girlf ! You're in the present , not the past , plus it's totally impossible between you two & now you're in love with the current boyf that you have .
Don't make the same mistake that you always make , & for goodness sake , i'm a female . All females like to be treated like a princess , nobody has the right to say bad about you , nor make you feel bad , nor do they have any rights to make you suffer . I'm still a female no matter how much i don't wanna be one , even if im like some manly kinda girl . i still am a female , i think like one , treat me like a queen & don't always make me give in to you too much . Even if it did happen , just tolerate with me having my emotional break downs . Though , seriously it's happening a lot for this year . I've bottled it up for too long , just take it as im some crazy person when i do that .
Hun , i seriously do love you , in a way i can't describe it in words , nobody could have use words to just say that i love you . & i know that everyday saying i love you is the only thing that you'd most probably think of how to express it , i don't mind it at all . But , sometimes , actions still need to show it . I do understand that guys like pretty girls , i myself love them . They are all darlings to me , even the ugly looking one , but as long as she has a heart of a woman . I don't mind even if you got another girl that you liked , and for a moment there you "cheated" on me . But , i still want you to really tell me that you really do love me , not like me .
& isn't love eternity ? Liking isn't for eternity ... that's what i know for sure . I'm just me , accept me for who i am , my temper , everything of me . Even my appearance and dressing style , cause for the moment that i was crying out my heart out , i was losing myself totally . I got so scared & a lot of wild thoughts was on my mind . Sure enough , i do need mental help . But , for that i guess i can find my parents , deon , tsuki & mengmeng . ;O you all still love me right D:

i'm still not as strong , neither am i weak . I'm just average or a little below it sometimes , can i still really love you till there's no limit to it ? I'm seriously scared of it , that you'll break my heart & i can't hold it anymore . Just like how i was crying just now , it wasn't my period that made me cry that way , the thought that i don't know was it because that im stupid to think that someone could love me for eternity in a lover way would happen . Be realistic , there's no such dude that you love you till there . Just love randy tay till you can't bear it anymore , just fuck care about how he might break you fragile heart , just fuck care everything that's gonna happen in the future , & just love him , even if he doesn't really love you . Till the day that he really means it when he says " i don't love you " then give up . Having a lover isn't a must for a lifetime , having those whom are around you that really love you for who you really are is much more important than anything else , everyone thinks that way right ? ;O so just think that way too . hahaha xD

thank you deon korkor still , you're the best korkor uhhs xD